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A MAGICAL MEETING
In the year 2009, I went on a trip with Patriji along with
200 Pyramid Masters to Uttarakhand, the mostW beautiful
doorway to the Himalayan Mountain Range. This trip had
been planned in the divine timing by ‘Masters’ to Babaji’s
Cave.
It was my first encounter with Himalayan energies.
Every place was extraordinary and all of us were re-
energizing it by ‘group meditation’ energies with Patriji’s
mesmerizing flute music. While on the trip I met many
wonderful masters and got introduced to ‘Mahavatar
Babaji’ for the very first time. It was on this trip that I
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saw His picture and got to know the experiences of other
Pyramid Masters with Him. It amazed me, and I ignited
my heart to experience His presence.
Ever since I learnt about Him, there was something
pulling me from the inside, perhaps my strong faith; the fire
born within that told me, the Mahayogi would soon fulfill
my wish to meet Him. A strong spiritual desire grew in me
to see Him physically, igniting the passion in me to know
the beyond.
Our group had now reached a small hamlet called
‘Kukuchina’ which is 53 kilometers from Ranikhet. For the
night we took shelter in Dwarahat, 21 Kilometers away
from Kukuchina. We planned to begin our journey to
Babaji’s Cave the next day after breakfast, as the journey to
the cave was about 1.5 hours of trekking. Next day while I
was climbing up the hills my inner voice gave me a strong
feeling that Babaji would fulfill my deepest wish to meet
Him that day. Thus, climbed with rapt attention, working
on my awareness not to miss that beautiful meeting I was
about to experience.
I had been climbing without a break so I paused and sat
down on a big rock to rest for few minutes to drink water.
While I was drinking from my sipper, I saw a tall woman
walking towards me from a distance; she was a Caucasian
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woman adorned in white clothes, looking glorious. She
stopped in front of me and looked deep into my eyes for
a long moment while I looked back into hers and then she
left without uttering a single word. I felt as if there was a
pause in time at that moment as her energies and her strong
presence left me with an empty mind.
I was happy but almost dizzy with this encounter. I got
up and continued to trek towards the cave whilst I suddenly
questioned myself, “Was this woman Babaji?” I immediately
turned back to look at her, simultaneously she too turned
back to look at me in that exact moment, smiling brightly
with a meaningful glance — “You Recognized Me!”,
and disappeared into thin air after our short non-verbal
exchange. I was thrilled at my experience with Babaji and
my heart filled with immense happiness and gratitude. This
was also my first encounter of Babaji’s great shape-shifting
skill.
It took 1 hour and 30 minutes of trekking time to reach
the cave and after reaching our final destination we sat for
group meditation and experienced a deep meditative state,
as Patriji’s magical flute helped us to dive deeply. In my
meditation trance I saw a vision of Babaji in which He was
hugging people and I could see Him standing right in front
of me, showering His love on so many people, while I was
a mere observer. This experience was truly a harbinger of a
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new dawn in my life and the beginning of my journey with
Babaji’s wonderful energies.
Before we walk the path of spirituality and oneness, it
is difficult to believe in God and rather hard to understand
the omnipresent ‘God Energy’. It is only after meditation
that one begins the true journey to ‘Godhood’ or realizing
that it is all within us and not outside or externally present.
Any individual introduced to Babaji may or may not believe
His story. It is rather a human to doubt if a person can live
in the same body for so many years. However, on the flip
side of the coin, it is easier to accept that it is possible only
for Mahayogi like Mahavatar Babaji, where He is telling
us the truth that how it is easily possible for anyone who is
ready to walk towards the higher truth. This is all a game
truly, a ‘game of confusion’ that ends when you surrender
and walk towards him.
After my first trip to Babaji’s cave, His exuberant
energies akin to an inevitable ‘divine force’ called me to
this place many times, guiding me to bring along different
masters to dive into adventurous experiences orchestrated
by him.
In the year 2017, I revisited the caves along with young
Delhi masters. After the trek we were all meditating in our
cottage and I received Babaji’s message saying, “Make an
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animation movie on my life”.
“I know nothing about your life nor have I read much
about your life in any book, then how can I take responsibility
for such a divine task?” I asked, a little unsure. His response,
however, made me smile, “I will come to you in the year
2018 and tell you my story.”
While I patiently waited for Babaji’s message in 2018, I
was sure about one thing—everything happens in its divine
right timing and so it will. Babaji is a perfect mathematician
who is very accurate in his calculations. It was in the last
week of September, that I received his message during
meditation that he will begin his work with me on 5th
October 2018. I became very curious and conscious of the
journey that was about to begin. I was counting the days as
I did not understand how he would start the work with me.
It was just like a normal day on 3rd October 2018, when I
got a vision while meditating where I saw Babaji writing on
a piece of paper—“I am waiting”; I asked Him, “What is
the need for you to wait, it’s all yours?” “The divine wheel
has its own time” He replied with a smile on his face.
It was finally 5th October 2018. I was very excited to
know how Babaji would work with me this time. I waited
the entire day, but to my dismay there was no experience.
I finally sat in meditation to know the reason and I had a
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third eye vision. A stick alighted with fire appeared before
me and I entered into it. It was a different realm and I could
see a huge pyramid surrounded by mist and the place was
full of light. In my vision, I understood it was “KANTHI
LOKAM (Light World).” As I walked towards the pyramid,
I could see an orange-colored flame at its crown, slowly
transforming into Babaji. He opened his eyes and said, �
�I
will meet you in ‘ATMA LOKAM’ (Spirit world). I live in
your mind, not in your house.” After hearing His words, I
bent down on my knees and clasped my hands in gratitude.
It dawned upon me the next morning that I had never
kept a record of my experiences till then, due to my limited
belief. I felt, because of my limited writing skills my visions
would lose their essence if I start describing them. I gave up
on the writing and depended heavily on my mind palace.
I am an avid reader. The more I read various spiritual
authors, the urge to jot down my experiences grew in my
heart. But I always kept procrastinating and never really
gave it a shot. This time I felt that Babaji was giving me this
experience to come out of my writing block and if this was
true then, I genuinely wanted to work on myself in order to
fulfill the purpose.
I wanted to clear my head and decided to pay my
friends a visit — I went over to Jaspreet and Prisila’s house.
After reaching their cozy home we sat in meditation where
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I could see Babaji standing behind me saying, “Go on
writing my story... You just start” He said, and I wrote His
life story with an open heart, following His instructions.
Here begins my conversation with Babaji –
Pallavi: “How is this communication happening with you
Babaji? How are we connected? How was it, that the moment I
opened up to receive your message, I could see you? Kindly answer.”
Babaji: “How does it happen that two souls become one? It’s
just one, is it not? There is no definition or description for it. It just
exists. This very moment we are communicating, we have become
one although with our individualities intact. I am with you and your
journey begins with me in ‘NOW’.”
“In the plane of ‘SatyaLokam’ or ‘AatmaaLokam’ we are al
one. A soul can vibrate with another when they both are wil ing to
connect and share their wisdom.”
Pallavi: “Who are you and what kind of wisdom do you want
to share with the world through me? Who is Shiva? Am I receiving
it right, the word ‘Shiva’? Please throw some light on it.”
Babaji: “Who am I? What am I?”
“I am the Shiva consciousness or you could say, Shiva is my
over self where I have materialized to experience in the form you
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identify as ‘Babaji’. Wisdom is a vast term which is endless.
There is always a purpose to fulfil a particular task which can take
humanity towards the truth and self-knowledge.”
“I want you to write a book based on the experiences of my
journey, which wil reach the masses very soon. Have faith my child
on what you see and hear. And always remember, ‘No body and no
mind’!”
Pallavi: “Yes Babaji! I agree. I have ful faith on what I see
but sometimes my mind wanders and has questions.. what is the
need? Why are we experiencing it? I have doubts in my physical
mind and I feel there are certain fragments left that needs to clear
completely.”
Babaji: “Hmm. ! Those fragments are nothing but a confusion
which occurs at the meeting point of the physical and spiritual mind.
But never pay at ention to it because it is an obvious part of human
life. Because when you start writing, how can you have judgments?
You do not know what I am going to share with you. You are only
fol owing my voice in your head. Be free of doubts.”
Pallavi: “What is this vision? Where is this path leading me
to?” (Fig 1)
Babaji: “This path is for every soul who wants to meet me.”
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Fig 1
Pallavi: “When I connect with you and begin to write, I feel
like the sound is coming from within but not from my soul, it’s like
a divine source. Is that right?”
Babaji: “You are right, it’s a universal source from where
everything is born but you address it as dead or death. It does not
exist in the universe because it is the part of creation itself.”
“I am the source… I am Shiva Consciousness born on Earth
to experience the grace of human life. I took this physical form on
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Earth on March 24th 203 AD. Yes, that is my birth date.”
The Vision:
“He held a few hailstones in his hands, out of which he
let go of 24 pieces. It suddenly started raining in the vision,
washing away those 24 hailstones in one direction and they
went through some pipe like structure. Out of 24 only 3
hailstones came out and I could finally decode it was 24th
of March and His voice whispered the year 203AD.”
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INITIAL STEP
TOWARDS SPIRITUALITY
Pallavi: “Babaji, I would like to listen to your childhood
experiences.”
Babaji: (smiling) “Yes, why not?”
“I was around 9 and had a big group of friends. We used to
play together in a field where there was a deep well under a big
Banyan tree. One day, seven of us from our group, including me,
were playing. After playing we got exhausted and sat on the edge
of a wel . Suddenly my friend Damana tripped over and fel inside
the wel . Initial y, we couldn’t even react. All of us got scared and
screamed for help. There was no one around in the scorching heat of
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a summer afternoon and none of us knew how to swim. I could not
just watch my friend drown, so I mustered up some courage to save
him. I had no idea how would I do it, but I just jumped into the
wel , tel ing the rest of them to bring a rope which was hanging on
the tree to pull us out.”
“The well was deep and as I jumped inside with the aid of
the rope, I could feel the cold water of the well engulfing my body.
Damana was shivering because of fear and extreme cold water. I
helped him to col ect his strength to hold the rope till he was out of
the wel , not thinking about myself that moment.”
“As our friends helped Damana out of the wel , I had no
support and my body submerged deep inside the water making me
realize the adversity of the situation and fear struck my heart. It
was difficult to breathe inside water. It wasn’t the fear of water or
the lack of swimming skil s but it was the fear of death which I was
facing for the first time. I flipped my hand frantical y to stay afloat.
I kept tel ing myself that if I could help Damana out of the wel , I
will help myself too. Something within me changed. I accepted it as
a chal enge, realizing there is nothing that can defeat us but our own
fear. I started conversing with my body, with kindness and words of
inspiration. I said aloud, ‘Do not be afraid, you can learn to both
swim and breathe.’
“I started drowning as my body was trying to keep afloat,
fighting the water pressure in the wel . I
could feel death on the
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threshold, trying to keep my eyes open and my heart calm, whilst
programming my body continuously—it was then that I saw
a bright yel ow light entering the water. I got curious and tried
somehow to reach the light’s direction. As I approached the light and
touched it I got consumed inside it as if I became the light itself. The
energy it was emanating thoroughly exhilarated me and I was now
swimming and breathing under water without consciously realizing
it, safe in the light’s cocoon. I was floating effortlessly, my eyes were
closed and my breathing steady. In between this entire process, I
went so deep within myself and could see someone’s figure forming
from that light. It disappeared as soon as it had come. I heard my
friends cal ing my name, bringing me back to the third dimension.
I had no fear any more in my heart and it was a surprise to al my
friends to see me alive. I final y took the rope which my friends had
thrown and came out of the wel .”
“I was not aware of the reality of that light source as a
child but I understood that we could overcome anything merely by
facing it and accepting our true unique self. This incident left an
unforget able mark on my memory. This was merely the beginning
of the adventures to come.”
“Few months later I had a feeling there will be a chal enging
situation nearing again. Besides, I was now having dreams where
someone was taking me away from my land and my people. I also
saw unknown faces of people who will be my students along with
me in my journey to at aining true divinity. I never understood the
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meaning of these dreams as I was only a child and when I shared
these dreams with my mother, she ignored them saying it was a
fabrication of my imagination and I must have heard some stories
that had a deep impact on my mind.”
“Don’t worry as these visions have appeared in your dream,
they will go away too,” she said.
“Dreams are a very important part of your soul’s journey while
you are in the human form on Earth. Dreams are never vague or
meaningless as every dream has its own learning value and a deep